When I feel low, I watch High School Musical. I’ve dubbed it my “comfort film,” because watching it takes me back to being 11 and carefree. So whenever I put it on, I’m able to forget whatever it was that was bringing me down.
This week marked exactly one year since the first UK COVID-19 lockdown, and what a year it’s been. I’ve been thinking a lot about how I’ve coped with the various highs and lows of the last couple of months, and the things that got me through tough days.
The obvious was God, because during times of despair and loneliness, keeping grounded in my faith and remembering that I am not alone kept me going. God really came through via encouragement from my friends and family, as well as some unlikely sources too, so those were huge blessings that I definitely need to acknowledge.
One other thing that I’ve realised I’ve done a lot of is reminisce about “simpler,” pre-COVID days. A year ago when things were looking bleak and scary, immersing myself in the past was comforting in many ways.
I reconnected with old friends. I found ‘the lost years’ of Open Diary entries from when I was still in school (2008 to 2009 was a pivotal time of change for young Tai). I made a lot of banana bread…
This nostalgia also came across in the media I consumed. I watched films I’d loved in my childhood (HSM, ofcourse), so when Disney+ released a spin off series based on the franchise, I watched that too. In fact, many evenings post long COVID rota shifts last spring were spent watching TV shows I’d loved as a kid. I found renewed comfort watching the antics of Zach and Cody (Suite Life), Will and Carlton (Fresh Prince of Bel-air) and Tia and Tamera (Sister, Sister), to name a few. Tracy Beaker and Coming to America have also seen spin offs in the last couple of months, what a time it’s been!
On the music side, I grew up listening to Hillsong songs in church, so when they released Take Heart (Again) last autumn, with new takes on classic, familiar songs, I cried and was encouraged.
The throwbacks continued with books I read – most significant during this time was Stephenie Meyer finally releasing Midnight Sun last summer. What a throwback it was to my teenager Twilight super fan days, even though ofcourse through adult eyes I can finally see how problematic Edward Cullen is…
One of my favourite books is Redeeming Love by Francine Rivers, which I have also recently re-read and gotten new insight from. It’s finally being adapted into a film and I’M SO BUZZED.
(Special mention to the BBC adaptation of Malorie Blackman’s Noughts and Crosses- so SO good, forever relevant and thought provoking.)
I guess what I’m trying to say with all this is that after a year of COVID lockdowns, holding on to things of the past because of uncertainties of the future is what a lot of us have done to comfort ourselves. A lot has changed for everyone, and many have seen great suffering and loss in this time.
My prayer and hope is that in time we’ll all start having more to look forward to, amen to that! Here’s to a better, Coronavirus free future.